well its been a while since i've written. i went on the cruise, it was awesome. i graduated, that was great too. jay and i are still dating. we've been dating for about a year and a half now. i'm going to vcu which is awesome. i went to orientation and registered for my classes. classes start on august 25th. i cant wait. unfortunately my parents wont let me live on campus which really sucks. i've been waiting so long to finally get out of here but now i cant. jay is going to mary washington. im so scared. i dont want to lose him. i dont want everything to change all at once. i dont want to be hardly able to see him. i wish he was going to vcu with me but his mom doesnt want him to go to school in the city. his mom is such a whore. she wouldnt even let me go to the beach with them. but anyways i havent been doing much lately except for being depressed and worried. my hair is falling out again so i need to go have more bloodwork done which sucks but maybe it'll help me get better. thats pretty much all of the update for now.